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Autumn's Edge

by INSOMATIC

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1.
Ghosts 04:09
if we were ghosts could you still see my scars? if we were ghosts would we still fall apart? i always pictured a house by the sea a deep forest surrounds us in a world for you and me when all is said and done, when you turn your tail and run a dream is just a dream but i won't forget the things you said to me letting go has never been so hard moving on has never felt so wrong i'm a ghost, haunted by my past fall apart, and it might be for the best so let me get this straight you wanna break away and defamate to save some face but you can't look in the mirror darling tell me, do you see it clearer? we were broke but in love its a shame how long you've been playing these games it all ends the same, remember my name whose to blame? i know it's both of us and i know you were never in love as i dig through the memories burned in my mind searching for answers but all that i find are red flags ignored out of pure desperation its hard to tell if you were real or just my imagination i'll never be the same again because i am reborn and looking back i realize that you were just a thorn yet still when i sleep our souls meet and they sway the ghosts in my head they just wont go away your ghost is all that i see in my dreams
2.
raised beneath the sun in the red rock country a life of trauma, neglect, and abuse its not your fault, its all theirs, well it must be but when you choose to repeat, thats on you its on you you the abused becomes abusive if they're left out too long another ally, another excuse a sip of beer, another puff of the bong and once again you become my muse focus, listen why aren't you paying attention? liar, lover the object of my self destruction in my dreams, those burnt sienna eyes they see right through me, to criticize i guess that maybe we were overdue because you chose to repeat, and that is on you its on you you moving on is easy when you've somewhere to go someone to run to, somebody to chase i guess that i was blind, or maybe caught in your glow cuz now i see so clear, how you manipulate gaslight, exploit string me along by a thread cheater, liar i hate you, i wish you were dead in my dreams, those burnt sienna eyes they see right through me, to criticize i guess that maybe we were overdue because you chose to repeat, and that is on you its on you you
3.
swarm as the leaves fall around me and the sky burns red i turn my heart to face the cold and cast your voice from my head on my knees in the dirt, i have become what you dread the spirit of winter, on autumn's edge on autumn's edge repent, regret, cower in the cold pay, your debt, a heart of solid gold deceive, detest, fill me up with sacred dread relent, my soul, to autumn's edge i must admit, i'm acting strange i feel the seasons as they change behold the power of a god held by a soul that's oh so flawed always deceiving the lies that you're weaving can only carry you so far it's a matter of time before they see what you are carry the burden get the last word in there's a reason you filled me with dread its a matter of time before i cross autumn's edge autumn's edge [x2] (sick) i'm sick to my stomach and theres a fire in my soul (convict) just turn the other cheek (quick) so quick with your lies the stories that you synthesize always had a way of tiding me over (numb) i'm numb to the agony the bitterness and spite (succumb) i am what was beneath me (run) away from the lies the stories that you synthesized always had a way of fucking me over fucking me over [x3] you always fucked me over always deceiving the lies that you're weaving can only carry you so far it's a matter of time before they see what you are carry the burden get the last word in there's a reason you filled me with dread its a matter of time before i cross autumn's edge autumn's edge
4.
Blood 04:19
don't want your holy persecution or saving grace wallow in your own sick destitution and get the fuck out of my face hideous and gentrified crawling through the fray the new beligerent sacrifice alive for just one day i want blood i want pain i wanna free myself from self restraint i want tears i want hate i wanna burn this wicked world away there's nothing left there's nothing left there's so much death DEATH blood, pain, free yourself from self restraint tears, hate burn this wicked world your abuse of authority sowing what you reap infiltrate the innocent and kill them in their sleep i want blood i want pain i wanna free myself from self restraint i want tears i want hate i wanna burn this wicked world away there's nothing left there's nothing left there's so much death DEATH it's hard to read between the lines when the image is blurred but all the rhetoric and lies are still clearly observed its hard to see here in the dark but the fire is growing this is a brand new start our time is fast approaching it's hard to read between the lines when the image is blurred but all the rhetoric and lies are still clearly observed its hard to see here in the dark but the fire is growing our time is at hand the revolution is approaching burn it down [x3] i want blood i want pain i wanna free myself from self restraint i want tears i want hate i wanna burn this wicked world away there's nothing left there's nothing left there's so much death blood, pain, free yourself from self restraint tears, hate burn this wicked world away
5.
sweet misfortune has smiled upon me again repeat this torture of wondering if maybe somehow you had a hand was it a hex? or maybe just karma i'll never know because you've poisoned my mind with your dogma incantations, lost in translation its just the voices in my head divination, no salvation i've learned to love, but still, i dread still, i dread you always had a way with words and your behavior will confirm i always knew you had a plan to bring us to a bitter end so now i wade into the shallows waiting for the gallows your petulence, it almost drowned me head above the water lead me to the slaughter the world we made crashes around me was it a god? or maybe just karma i'll never know because you've littered my mind with your dogma incantations, lost in translation its just the voices in my head divination, no salvation i've learned to love, but still, i dread still, i dread it's syncopated.. it's syncopated i've debated the lies you innovated our hearts were slighty out of time blind emotion and a notion they made the perfect potion to push your heart across that line devastation adaptation a sense of motivation i've come far but i am far from done telepathic in the static you act so charismatic but my revenge has only just begun just begun i suggest you run incantations, lost in translation its just the voices in my head divination, no salvation i've learned to love, but still, i dread still, i dread
6.
my mind is racing, and my palms they sweat from all this damage that i cannot forget i catch a glimpse of someone that i used to know it all comes flooding back as i fall below it all ends the same these dreams do not change i'm still wrapped so tight in your arms and i cannot let go riddle me this swing and a miss steal one last kiss and fade away into the nothingness riddle me that die like a rat hatred on tap and now i've fallen back into your trap sex is sacred, or so they say and to be honest, i can see why it's this way if you're not careful, and you start too soon you'll find yourself attached and howling at the moon you imprisoned my soul i've lost all control the answer is fleetingly clear but i still just don't know riddle me this swing and a miss steal one last kiss and fade away into the nothingness riddle me that die like a rat hatred on tap and now i've fallen back into your trap what would you do if you knew you could have it all? for just the small price of watching a lover crumble and fall into- a pit of despair what would you do? would you run or repair? i bared my soul, my skin my everything and more but when push came to shove you chose to walk right out that door go on- go run to your whore i am a war and i dont need you anymore anymore i dont need you anymore anymore this was a chore you're a fucking whore, and i do not need you any- more yet still, do i long to sing you these songs to poison your ears with a melody wrapped in my hate riddle me this swing and a miss steal one last kiss and fade away into the nothingness riddle me that die like a rat hatred on tap and now i've fallen back into your trap trap [x3] and now i've fallen back into your trap trap [x3] and now i've fallen back into your trap
7.
Lucy 05:21
the blood on my hands was put there by a demon something inside me, that i can't explain or control i'm out of my head i dont know if it's real, am i dreamin'? dissociate as the darkness inside me takes hold i've lost all control and darkened my soul i never meant to fall so low... low... i guess i finally snapped and engaged in some reactive abuse i pulled out all her whiskers and i fractured her tooth with the demon in command looking down from atop i'm no longer in control and i can't fucking stop lock me in a psych ward throw away the key my mind's in total discord and i do not deserve to be free oh sweet lucy darling little creature i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i'll never fucking know if she lived or i killed her off the last i saw, she was so close to death i'm full of guilt, and shame but you just scoff, said im insane and told all of your friends but it was perfect timing it gave you an excuse the only silver lining? i am free from your abuse oh sweet lucy darling little creature i'm so sorry i'm so sorry please forgive me you did not deserve this oh sweet lucy oh sweet lucy i don't wanna play it down like i didn't slip while you were out of town let me clarify, this aint an excuse but i did what i did 'cause i was being abused that's how it goes when you stick around you ignore the red flags no matter how profound but, eventually your mind just snaps you cross the line and you can't go back lock me in a psych ward chain me to a bed i'm constantly at war with the two different people inside of my head oh sweet lucy darling little creature i'm so sorry i'm so sorry please forgive me you did not deserve this oh sweet lucy oh sweet lucy lucy oh sweet lucy
8.
Set It Right 04:59
you were my sister you were my brother martyrs for a generation dying to live they fucking see us they fucking hate us rhetoric, excuses, that is all that they give they love denying that we even exist they want to strip away our right to live i'm fucking sick of this, i yearn to start the fire to watch the hate in their pathetic eyes expire it's not a phase it is a way of life that we didn't choose we split and break and take the abuse break every chain and alibi wash it away, disappear into the night crush the goliaths and the jacobites then we can finally begin to set it right do you remember when you finally found yourself? you broke your chains and clawed your way out of hell but now they seek to overturn our salvation i say that we wage war for our liberation i'm not okay 'cause every day i sit and watch my siblings rights get stripped away by your chosen whites break every chain and alibi wash it away, disappear into the night crush the goliaths and the jacobites then we can finally begin to set it right but in order to do so... in order to do so, my friends, there must be blood there must be pain for too long we have attempted to fix that which we perceive to be broken but now i see, that it will never be fixed because it was built broken push your mind to the limit let your pride be profuse we won't bend to their lies and detraction if you've been oppressed and can't take the abuse then this song is your call to action this is a call to arms the calm before the storm we're not afraid to die we carry hate in our eyes it's in our eyes set it right we will fight until we- break every chain and alibi wash it away, disappear into the night crush the goliaths and the jacobites then we can finally begin to set it right you were my sister you were my brother martyrs for a generation dying to fight i never met you but won't forget you your sacrifice, your memories, will carry us through the night
9.
promises are fun to break when you wont feel the repercussions a silver tongue is easy to fake when your peace of mind is broken no, you can't erase it and no, i can't forget you're a succubus, a harlot and you make me sick slither like a serpent cower like a dog i stay inside the hatred and it keeps me strong separate ways are easy to take when you have a new destination left behind, forever degrade i'll stay to wallow in your destruction it didnt have to end like this and i still remember our last kiss pleasant dreams turned to nightmares i've lost my will, but i don't care you can't erase it and no, i can't forget you're a succubus, a harlot and you make me sick slither like a serpent cower like a dog i stay inside the hatred and it keeps me strong and don't you dare to ever ask if i'm okay you threw me to the wolves, you're the reason i'm this way you tried claim you wouldn't leave us behind what a surprise, you fucking lied you fucking lied it didnt have to end like this and i still remember our last kiss pleasant dreams turned to nightmares i've lost my will, but i don't care you can't erase it and no, i can't forget you're a succubus, a harlot and you make me sick slither like a serpent cower like a dog i stay inside the hatred and it keeps me strong
10.
through every trench i crawl, and every bone i break this heavy broken heart was far too much to take and when i saw your light, and finally took my stand merge into the fray, and end, where we began ghosts and memories of failure's past and now you've seen what's behind this mask insecurity reigns, pulls me in no more fun and games, now the hate begins i knew it was a mistake to let you in couldn't hide the pain, and now you're gone again it's such a bittersweet feeling to feel the claws of familiar pain tearing open all my scars again i knew that i could never be enough, so why'd i even try? and what's with all the god damn tears in my eyes? insecurity reigns, pulls me in no more fun and games, now the hate begins i knew it was a mistake to let you in couldn't hide the pain, and now you're gone again i've only ever been a passing phase... i'll only ever be a passing phase... i thought that maybe i could fix your broken wings- -but it's becoming so clear i dont belong here [x2] i don't belong here [x3] insecurity reigns, pulls me in no more fun and games, now the hate begins i knew it was a mistake to let you in couldn't hide the pain, and now you're gone again gone again.
11.
Last Dance 04:27
sway, sway for me one more time as i keep your memory alive in my mind i've been breaking down the walls we built just to see myself again and the one in the mirror is my only friend sing, sing to me one last time as i burn every memory intruding on my mind i've been looking back and forth and back just to see where i went wrong and for what- i have done can't atone how will i move on? when the memories stay to haunt and where did it all go wrong? we were once something so beautiful and strong i still remember every promise every sleepless night and since its all over, and we can be honest it feels like a part of me has died how will i move on? (how will i move on?) when the memories stay to haunt (when the memories stay to haunt) and where did it all go wrong? (where did it all go wrong?) we were once something so beautiful and strong (we were once something so beautiful and strong)
12.
Run 03:26
I fell for your magic I tasted your skin And though this is tragic At least I found the end I witness your madness You shed light on my sins And if we share in this sadness Then where have you been? I know you're not in love Like you used to be Guess I'm not the one Like you used to think So you just run I know that I'm stuck In this misery Guess I'm not enough Like you used to think So I'll just run You bathe in your victory You blew out on my fuse And if I took on the planet Will I pay my dues? Your love was a mystery Yeah my love is a fool And I traveled the country Just to get to you I know you're not in love Like you used to be I guess I'm not the one Like you used to think So you just run I know that I'm stuck In this misery Guess I'm not enough Like you used to think So I'll just run

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STONE GROOVE RECORDS - SGD246B

©2023 Insomatic
℗2023 Stone Groove Records

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released February 21, 2023

vocals, guitar, synths - August Fox
bass - Chips McDuyhard
drums - Zed Rummer II

artwork - August Fox
production/mixing - August Fox
mastering - Martin Bowes at The Cage Studios - Coventry, UK

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